Ep 32: Jeremy Haun

Episode 32: Jeremy Haun. I’m back from New York comic con…partially. My mind is still trying to process the weekend. In some ways, it was the best con ever, with Arkham Manor coming out next week, it felt like this may be the eve of my success. The quiet before the storm. A lot of friends pulled me aside to say they were proud of me, happy for me, excited. Some friends seemed to pulling away from me. Maybe, I was pulling away from them? I doubt it, that doesn’t seem like me. Like I said, I’m trying to figure it all out. Jeremy is a good friend, and I’m glad we got to sit and chat here. I know he’s been wanting to do it, but was nervous. Jeremy doesn’t like to talk about the hard stuff, but I do. So, we wrestled our way through this… cage match style.

31: David Marquez

Episode 31: David Marquez. I’m crazy. Seriously, I’m crazy. I know this. I’m full of insecurity, anxiety and anger. Some days it’s bad, some days it’s ok. I work hard on finding a balance, an even place. Today, I’m failing at that… Hard. Maybe this Cheddar and Caramel popcorn will help. It always does. Have you had this Chicago mix popcorn? ITS CRACK, And I love it. See, i am crazy. Like Charlie Brown said, ugh. I’m joined by David Marquez on this episode, the last of my doppelgänger conversations. This episode completes the Bearded Mediterranean looking contingency of comic book creators. Enjoy.

Ep 29: Andrew Robinson

HEALTH INSURANCE!!! Thats what I’m doing, buying health insurance because I’m now a full time freelancer. I don’t want to get involved with the media fueled toxic debate over government health care, but i will say this… For me and my family, it looks EXTREMELY affordable and has solid coverage. We’ll see where it goes from here. Im busy drawing and really enjoying where i’m heading. Im working on myself, and i feel like I’m making progress. Tomorrow i may feel different. Next month i may feel VERY different. Im fucked. I realized recently, I’m Charlie brown trying to kick the football, BUT, there’s no Lucy pulling it out from under me. Im doing it to myself. Im my own worst enemy. Ugh. In this episode I talked to Andrew Robinson. He’s an extremely impt figure in my development as a cartoonist and a very close friend. Andrew doesn’t open to many people. What you’ll hear in the episode is rare in depth and personal conversation with one of the best artists to ever make comics.

Ep 28: Cully Hamner

Episode 28: Cully Hamner. Life goes on. I’m past the madness of summer cons and travel, my children are back in school, and I’m going through the final transition of one career to the next. My contract at school is almost up and I’m in full swing on Arkham Manor. I’m not good with transitions. My need to control everything is threatened by chaos. I’m trying to just ride the wave of life. I’m trying to simply “be.” Trying. I’m a work in progress. Ugh. I’m Charlie Brown, except there’s no one pulling the football from me… I’m doing it to myself. No one can be worse to me than I am to myself. Honestly though, that’s only one part of me. I can be quite good to myself as well. I don’t know where I’m going with this, I’m simply illustrating how transition can send my mind into flux. I know this transition is a great one, AND it’s one I chose. So, I’m going to try and ride this wave and let everything happen without trying to control it. The funny thing about control is, it’s an illusion. There is no controlling life, it just is. I’m going to chew on that for a while. For now, enjoy this Episode of Inkpulp Audio. I’m joined by Cully Hamner. He drops a bomb on me. THIS is a captivating listen

Ep 27: Jason Latour, Pt. 2

Episode 27: Jason Latour, Pt. 2. I’m heading to to San Diego comic con right now, on the Amtrak surf liner. It’s really a gorgeous ride, and reminder for me to enjoy the “now.” I’ve be in California for a week already, with my wife and two kids, and my parents. We’ve been visiting my brother. I was stressed coming out because I had to ink two pages while in this trip. No big deal. Two pages over 10 days. The problem is, I just sit and stress about not having the time to do it, not being able to enjoy myself because I have to work on it later, etc… The reality is, I get to draw for an about here an there with the pacific breeze blowing down my back. We’ll go to the beach, take a boat ride to the Channel Islands, etc. All I need to do is put in some time each day doing what I love. I’m not healthy enough to keep that in perspective. I had a few small mental freak outs, but for the most part, I’ve been enjoying it. Speaking of which, there is a Pacific Ocean off to my right. I think I’ll go be in the “now” and enjoy the view. Oh, yeah, this episode is really special to me. A friendship was healed because of it.


Ep 26: Jason Latour, Pt1

  • Episode 26: Jason Latour, Pt1. Ah, summer. When you have children, summer break becomes a giant puzzle. Life becomes Tetris. The giant brick of “i need a ride to my friends house” is dropping fast while you’re trying to place the “We both have to work today, what are we going to do with the children” block. Oh! OH! Watch out for the dreaded “Stay home with the kids and watch the deadline approach” brick, that one is IMPOSSIBLE to place. Ah. Life is a video game… if only i could hit pause. This episode is the first part of my conversation with Jason Latour Jason and i go WAY back. We’ve spent a lot of time in the trenches together, trying to make sense of this business and our careers. Im not sure we’ve made any sense of it, but we’ve found some peace and happiness.

ep 24: Juan Doe Part 2

  • Episode 24: Juan Doe Pt. 2, The Birth of Juan Doe. I’m RIDDLED with anticipation. Well, it’s anxiety… I’m just tired of saying that.I am awaiting word on a gig that I’ve dreamed about for the past 20 years. This is where I’m at my weakest. Waiting. Not knowing. I cant handle not knowing, its a reminder of my control issues. I’m working on it. I’m working on it. I’ll spend the next few days trying to pretend that I’m good. All the while, checking my emails every 20 minutes and running every rejection scenario through my head. Yeah, i said rejection, because there’s no way I’m getting this job. Or so i’ve convinced myself. But, I’m a Gemini, and it’s June. So, THE JOB IS MINE! See what i did there? Enough about me, lets get into part two of Juan Doe’s interview, where his alter ego is born.  Again, it’s June, and I’m a Gemini. Maybe some weed will calm my mind? Xanex? Beer? Fuck it, how about a trifecta.

ep 23: Juan Doe Part 1

  • Episode 23: Juan Doe Pt 1, The death of Kenneth Martinez. It’s June. Well, it will be when you read this… IF you read this. Does anybody read these? My insecurity drives me nuts, and it seems it drives other people nuts as well. Friends, family, and some loyal listeners. I do receive a healthy amount of emails thanking me for my stories, my honesty, and a look inside my strange mind. So, it seems like my ramblings are helping others, as well as myself. BUT. There are those voices on the inter-web who feel it necessary to tell me to “Stop whining” “Stop complaining” Stop Bitching and Moaning.” If i put myself out there like i do, i should expect this sort of response. I just don’t understand the poison that is internet based criticism. It’s rooted in narcissism, “Look at ME… I have an opinion!” I’ve certainly been guilty of it in the past, but i really try not to piss vinegar these days. We’re all just trying to do our thing, why do we need to aim our keyboards at everyone we can. It doesn’t boost us up. It doesn’t help. It’s a social poison and we need to act more responsibly. There’s a ramble for ya. Didn’t mean for that to happen. This month brings us part 1 of my two part interview with the mysterious bass ass, Juan Doe. Ive always loved his work, and I’m happy to say we’ve become frineds. He’s a good dude with and incredible story. His real name isn’t Juan Doe, it’s Kenneth Martinez.  This first part covers his life and career as Kenneth Martinez. Next month, the birth of Juan Doe. This is the juice. Enjoy.